me and sth that made me write in japanese

rastesh khodamam hanooz nemidoonam chera mikham inkaro bokonam... manzooram ineke hanooz nemidoonam chera mikham daftare khateratamo efsha konam vase hame dar haali ke midoonam hadeaghal be bazi az ravabetam ba kasaii ke mishnasameshoon va oona ham mano mishnasan sadame mizane...chand vaght pish dashtam adabiate pish hefz mikardam be bakhshe zendeginame reside boodam khoondam ke emam mohamade ghazali ye zendeginame dare be esme almonghaz men alzalal ke toosh be hameie karaie khodesh eteraf mikone ba khodam fek kardam chera ye kasi hazer mishe inkaro bokone bayad kheili shojaat lazem dashteh bashe.....rastesh shayad angizeie aslim 2khtar khalam bood kasi ke harvaght mibinamesh ghalbam mizane be har haaal faghat mikhastam begam ke in weblog kamelan khosoosie na man mikhaam addressesho be kasi bedam naa mikham kasi befahme rastesh chon daftare khateratame vaali dar eine haal mese bazia ham neminevisam ke in khaterate man ast har kas bekhanad khar ast vaali do0o0st daram ke har kas ino mikhoone che mano beshnase va che na age khoondesh hichvaght be room naiare ke inaro midoone chon midoonin ke..........
be haar haaal do0o0st daram az emrooz shoroo konam digeh
dishab dashtam ye film negah mkardam ye daftar too dastam khaste o koofte az baade azmoone sanjesh neshaste boodam too otagham daram tebghe mamool ghofl karde boodam mikhastam vase ye asre kootah ham shode be konkoor fek nakonam neshastam ye film didam unfaithful ro baraie 3vomin baar vaali chizi ke baram jaleb bood ke tahala behesh deghat nakarde boodam inbood ke zirnevise japanese dasht rastesh yehoii barghi too chesham zaad kheili khoshhal shodam chon 2khtar khaleie doostdashtanim too soed be onvane daneshjooie farhang shenasi be onvane zabane ekhtiarish japanese ro entekhab karde vaa koli japanese alaghe dare goftam saayamo bokonam i love u o ur so beautiful ro peida konam az zirnevise benevisamesh vaaa vasash mail bezanam rastesh peida kardam vaali.....khodaiaa har rooz ke az omram migzare bishtar be bozorgit pei mibaram cheghadr adamaro jaleb khalgh kard akhe mamoolan adama vaseie neveshtan saay mikonan rahi ro peida konan ke baraie keshidan rahat tar bashe in marboot be ensanhaie avalie ta alane hamishe saay mikardan avalan chizi ke minevisian shabihe asle mozoo bashe va sanian rahat baashe vaali in japoniaa cheshmetoon rooze bad nabine be ghadri in neveshtan i love u sakhte ke adam hata az goftanesham naomid mishe be har haal it took me 30 minutes to draW it actually. khoshhal o sarhehal goftam fontaie japonie windows ro nasb konam in ro type konam, amma taaze fahmidam japanese language is a world.. midooni osoolan japonia 2 ta zaban e khatti daran yeki hiroganda ke makhsoose kalamate japonie va yeki ham katamanda ke makhsoose kalamati ke az kharej gerefte shodan in 2ta kamelan alefbashoon baham fargh mikone man hiroganda ro nasb kardam amma to begoo darigh az ye harfe ashna taaze fahmidam ke too khate japoni kalamt ro dakhele ham minevisan yaani masalna agar k roo farsi va r ro dar nazar begirim neveshtanesh ye joori mishe ke dakhele ham neveshte mishan va az ham joda nemishan banabar in neveshtanesh baraie man emkan pazi nist ammma .............cher arz konam raastesh harvaght be nahal fek mikonam ghalbm milarze midoonam ke mahale ke baham bashim oon too soed kasi ke oonja bedonia oomade 2 saal az man bozorgtar vaa ba dota horizon e mokhtalef for life so behtare khodamo nakosham vaase neveshtanesh age ye roozi didamesh vasash minevisamesh roo kaghaz....midooni konkoor ye chizie ke adam vaaghti ye nim saat dars nemikhoone dochare azab vejdan mishe ke ahmaghe bishoor aiandeie khodeto vaase tanbali kharab nakon be ghole karl marx ke mige vaaghti hameie chizha baham zoj mishodam tanbali va bikari baham aghde ezdevaj bastan va bachashoon be esme faghr bedonia oomad( jalebe ke ino chand rooz pish too ketabe dini be name emam ali didam kheili baram jaleb bood) so kia pasho enghadr lagad be bakhte khodet nazan pasho dars bekhoon. khodet midooni ke bachehaie bahar daran bedonia mian va age alan u dars nakhooni 2 hafteie dige sdeie jigh o geryeie bache baiad moohato bekani pasho pesare khoob ....in az merooz midoonam momkene ye khoorde dir dobare benevisam vaali hatman too daftar khateratam minevisam vaa badan be inja montaghel mikonam